The Insanity Has Begun

So of course people are beginning to find out about my engagement and the questions are flooding in. I remember this part form last time. then I was excited and wanted to discuss wedding plans with anyone who would listen. Now I am just annoyed. I have no clue, this time we have no money and I have a bit of PTSD I am dealing with. Not to mention after I called off the wedding last time I realized how much of a racket the whole wedding industry is. It is dog eat dog. They will sell you anything and tell you you need everything. And you will stress about it until you become ill. Making the whole process crazy until you are just desperate for it to be over.